merry merry

this will be our first year to spend christmas at our home in colorado. we usually travel back home to missouri to be with our families for the holiday. between wanting to start creating christmas memories at home with marianne and the impending arrival of her baby brother, we won't be traveling this year. as torn and sad as i am not to continue the traditions we've had with our families together for the last ten years, i am so very excited to celebrate christmas at home with our two babies. marianne has been ECSTATIC about christmas. from the moment she saw a tree on display at the grocery (before thanksgiving), she's been asking for one. i negotiated with jerry to get a *real* tree this year—real in that we went to a local tree lot and loaded it up...not the "apply for a state permit to trudge out in the wilderness and chop one down" kind of real. but living, drinking, and dropping needles all over the place none-the-less. i haven't had a real tree since i was a kid and i am pumped to have it...and marianne is too! shy of hauling it in and setting it up, jerry's not a trim-the-tree kind of guy so marianne and i took the honors.

choosing our tree at the tree lot

bare naked

most of the ornaments were
hung low...i had to do a little
redistributing after bedtime

for the last 3 or 4 years i've been making some homemade ornaments to add to the tree. marianne helped me make and hang six yarn-ball ornaments. they were so simple and fun and i just love how they turned out.

start with a foam ball

choose your yarn, glue on an
end of the yarn

wrap, wrap, wrap yarn until well covered

ta-da! marianne is convinced that when grandma, grandpa, nana, papa, and aunt kimmie come to visit later this month...they are coming solely to see our tree. i mean, it is glorious but i don't think she quite gets it that her brother might be the main attraction!

of course we've been talking so much about her brother being born, that marianne has taken to reminding us that she is born too. when we were hanging ornaments, she was curious about this peanut ornament. i told her how we started calling her "peanut" in the hospital after she was born and that her aunt julie found and gave her this perfect ornament for her first christmas. every time she sees it on the tree she says "i'm born."

marianne's favorite ornament this year!

shy of having christmas stockings (which i am desperate to find or make some fun, non-traditional ones) the house is decorated for christmas, my christmas shopping is just nearly complete, and marianne can't wait for santa! but, honestly, she's been a little more excited about her brother's arrival and the birthday party (with "brown" cupcakes) that we're going to have at the hospital! every day she asks if we're going to the hospital. well, today is finally the day! she's at preschool for the day and in just a few short hours jerry and i will be checking in for the scheduled c-section. labor didn't come on it's own and since i had a cesarean with marianne, there's no option to induce labor so we're going in to do things the modern way. it honestly blows my mind that later this afternoon we'll be holding our son, nursing, and changing diapers. i've made myself (and jerry) so busy the last few weeks with nesting to-dos and house projects that i didn't make much time to prepare mentally and emotionally. but maybe there really isn't anyway to adequately prepare for it. even after 40 weeks of carrying this baby and feeling his vigorous kicking, rolling, and punching i still find it absolutely bizarre that there's a baby in there. but i can't wait to meet him and introduce him to his loving family and friends. well, here we go...i can't believe we're doing this!

one last parting gift...a video of marianne having her own little storytime in her blue reading chair (my apologies for the jarring cut):